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मंगलवार, 20 फ़रवरी 2007

Kai roz se rosi bhi aai nahi , sab adhura sa lagta hai. Ab to raat ke das baj gaye hain shyad is baar kuch jyada naraaz ho gayi hai. Kitane haseen pal hamne saath me jiye hain,

Wo mera intezzar karna woh uska dabe paav aana aur dheere se mere haaton ko choomna. Din bhar ki office ki thakaan ko thakane ka madda rakhti hai rosi.Mera daftar se kahin aur chala jana use bilkul pasand nahi hai, agar main samay pe ghar na pahoonch saka to samjho aaj roti nahi milegi, kyonki rosi ke khaye bina to main nahi kha sakta na.
Main uske bachpan se use janta hoon. Paida hote hi maa-baap ka sayya uske sir se uth gaya.Bade mushkilaat bhare din the wo, par bechari ne aaj tak choon nahi ki. Uska dard, uske aanson na jane kahaan chupe hue hain. Maine kabhi dekhaa nahi. Shayad bachpan ke sadme ne uske aanso sukha diye hain. Jab choti si thi to apni godd me le le ke ghoomta tha. Us ke liye pahli baar shopping bhi maine ki thi , shayad wahi akhiri bhi thi jab maine Rosi ke liye ek hair comb liya tha. Kitna bachpana tha mujh me..

Jab rosi badi hui to mano jaise uske jawani ka saara bojh mujh pe aa gaya ho. Saaraa din office me bas ek hi khayaal , ki kahin rosi bahar to nahi gayi hogi ya koi ghar me to nahi ghus ayaa hoga. Man ek jahaaj ke panchi ki tarah udd to raha tha par laut ke wapis rosi ke paas aa jata tha.
Kabhi kabhi to aisa lagt tha ki Rosi purane janm me hamare hi khandaan ka hissa thi.
Rosi ko raat me bilkul neend nahi aati thi, aisa lagta tha mano bahut baichain hai, kuch aisa hai jo dil hi dil me usse khaye jaa raha hai.Lekin kabhi usne kuch nahi kaha.Kabhi kabhi wo mujhe aisee dekhti thi mano jaise pooch rahi ho ki kya paap kiye hain usne jinki saja wo is tarah bhugat rahi hai. bahut akeli, tanha aur shyad ignored thi.Na uske koi dost the , na hi koi rishtedar bas ek main hi tha jo kuch tha.Na jane kab bimaar hui na jane kab theek bhi ho gayi par kuch boli nahi. Shayad kuch dabaa rakhaa tha dil me

Aaj aankh bhar ayi hai, rosi kai dino se na jane kahaan chali gayi hai.Sunte to hain ki do din pahle Kutte pakadne wali gaadi mohalle main aayi thi, par dil hai ki sab jaante hue bhi nahi manta hai.
Na jane kis haal me hogi Rosi......Rosi tum jate jate mujhe ek lambi khamoshi de gayi ho..
The Monk

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